Tougon
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 |  Subject: A message from a former telekinetic Mon Aug 17, 2015 2:15 pm | |
| Project Crusade; I have wanted to share the following for a long time, but nerves and better judgment have always got the better of me. I will be as brief as possible. - Spoiler:
First, I’d like to preface this by saying that this is not a persuasive essay to unban me; I do not wish to be unbanned. Nor is this a call to return things to how they were. You know as well as I do that it’s not only impossible, but it’s not what either of us really want. After watching the trailer, I realized that you’ve moved forward. I have been moving forward too, however, I have recently learned so much about myself, and considering my past actions, I felt it was appropriate to share this information with you.
One sentiment often repeated to me throughout my little “episodes” was to go see a psychiatrist and find out what was wrong with me. While I may have done it too late to spare you from my destructive actions, I have finally figured out the truth. Recently, I discovered that I have Asperger’s Syndrome. To make a long story short, as I have learned more and more about my condition, I have found out more about the thought process behind all of my poor choices, and while I knew both then and now that they were not correct, At least now I know exactly how everything escalated to the point where I exploded.
Finally, I would like to thank you. I have recently been advised that if you feel like you should say thank you, you should. I have felt the need to thank you for almost 2 months now, and now, I will finally do it:
Thank you for the chances you gave me. For a little while at least, I got to be a game developer, and though I did throw it all away, it was an experience that I will never forget. Thank you for dealing with me for much longer than you should have. I understand that much of what I did or said was extremely inappropriate. I would also like to thank you for your eventual decision to be done with me. I believe that my poor decisions then have allowed me to make more intelligent decisions, and be more successful in my life.
I appreciate that you took the time to read this. That is all I ask. I do not care if you respond or not; I will not read them either way. If you absolutely must contact me, you know where to find me.
Thank you.
-Evan McGrath
I am so sorry I had to break the rules and join in order to post this. |
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Smash King
 Smash King
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EJ88201
| | Subject: Re: A message from a former telekinetic Mon Aug 17, 2015 11:17 pm | |
| Nice to hear from you again BluePsychic. Hope all is going well with your life and its good to hear you are progressing well. |
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VultureDuck
 Level 6 CPU
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| | Subject: Re: A message from a former telekinetic Tue Aug 18, 2015 3:09 am | |
| So, you finally found your answer. It's great that you are doing well, I hope that you have a great life. |
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Ganonthegreat
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Ganonthegreat
| | Subject: Re: A message from a former telekinetic Tue Aug 18, 2015 4:22 am | |
| I'm glad to hear you're doing okay, I know something about what you're going through because I also have a diagnosis of Asperger's Syndrome. Luckily for me though mine was caught when I was about five, with an official diagnosis at about seven, however even then it's a real uphill battle. |
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Slissith
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| | Subject: Re: A message from a former telekinetic Tue Aug 18, 2015 7:14 am | |
| You're welcome BluePsychic.
It must have taken courage to make this post and post it here and I appreciate that. I hope you can continue to take care of yourself from now on.
Good luck. |
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