A Message from BluePsychic

Let me preface this by making sure everybody knows that I am NOT BluePsychic. I, for those of you who may not know, am one of the admins of the Project Axis forum, and he joined a while back before he was banned here. I know what happened, and by no means do I condone it. I've even said outright to Giga that if he were to spoil anything Crusade-related on our forum, I would not hesitate to ban him out of respect for you guys. However, I did get a request from him about a week ago to post this today. I know not the significance of the date, and I don't plan on prying into this topic.

Please do not take any comments directly toward me for posting this, as I am just the messenger here. He seemed genuinely sorry and only because he sounded genuine did I take posting this into consideration. If you wish to bash him for the following message or for his actions, I will not argue it, as it is not my place to butt in. If this is against any forum rules, I apologize in advance, and please don't take my posting of his message as anything condoned by PAStadium.

Anyway, I'll stop blabbering and leave this here. Take it as you will.

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"That's okay though, because he's a criminal and criminals deserve whatever bad things happen to them. Everyone knows they're barely human."- Somewhere on my computer.

This is the last you will hear from me. I will not speak to you after this, and I will leave you alone forever after this. I was going to post this sooner, but then Tingle happened, and I wanted to give you more time so that you would actually read this. Now, I’m not going to justify my behavior, because there is no justification. None at all. My reaction to my own action has been building, probably like yours, and it'd gotten to the point where I can't even play Crusade without feeling guilt. So I guess now's as good a time as any to send this; the choice of date is no mistake. I ask nothing of you except that you read this. You can disagree with everything I say, but just please, listen.
Basically, I do nothing IRL. I want to do something, but I suck at everything I try to do, and I 'm kind of a horrible person to be around. (No Wai) I'm absolutely horrible at making friends, so that has caused me to gravitate toward le internets. After 2 years of loneliness and what I interpret (probably wrong) as bullying, I have honestly stopped caring about people. I genuinely don't care anymore. Sometimes on my worse days, I feel the need to hurt the few people close to me, mostly my brothers. Don't misinterpret this as me trying to justify my actions, I know that they can't be justified. I do however, hope that you understand why I snapped that day after I deleted my account, where I learned that I was basically interpreted as a time bomb, which unfortunately, is true. I've devolved myself into the kind of person I hate. I've actually hurt myself because of this. It is for this reason why I no longer call myself/want to be called "BluePsychic." The name represents a time/person I no longer want to be associated with. So I apologize for using you as a place to deal with my probably misplaced anger. If you ever do happen to forgive me, keep it to yourself. By the time you've read this, all videos on my youtube channel will have been deleted, as well as my facebook account. This is the last time I will say anything to you, and by the time you read this, I'll have moved on. I want you to forget about me. Forever. Just like everyone else. This is essentially just to help me clear my head. I don't want to feel guilt anymore. I wish you luck with your game, and luck in future dealings with people like me. Prevent them from making the same mistakes I did.
- Your former colleague; Evan P. McGrath.

Thanks for the relay DP.

*salutes*

Go forth and become a better man, Evan McGrath.

Okay, so Evan is forgiven, now forget the past, and see that the future is close

Don't worry DP, no punishment or even any negative thoughts are against you for this. lol.

Nice to see him acknowledging his mistakes and need to improve himself.

It's not easy to face yourself.

Absolutely pathetic. He should have gotten psychiatric help before becoming so invested emotionally within this project. Hurting yourself over something as absurd as a Nintendo fan-game definitely raises a few psychological concerns. I'm no expert, but this goodbye message reeks of antisocial behavior (wanting to hurt other people, social avoidance, total apathy towards everything). The kid has obvious mental issues which need to be solved by getting professional help. He's not going to change overnight just by shutting down his online presence. I guarantee he will come back next month, or find some other community to use as an escape from reality before he snaps again.

I wonder how he's going to look back at this when he's matured. I hope he informs his parents or a trusted authority figure of his problems, he's a nice guy and I don't want anyone to get hurt because of him.

^

You and I, we're of one mind, we are.

Hi Wedgie, we know you are the being of Blue and Blitz fused, you do not need others to send your messages, you can do it for yourselves.

Will anyone tell me what exactly he did?

I still have no idea.

MenacingRelic98 wrote:

Will anyone tell me what exactly he did?

I still have no idea.

He tells you himself right here: http://projectcrusade.wikia.com/wiki/User:BluePsychic

Yikes. All this while I was gone, huh?

I liked Blue. It's sad to see that all that happened.

"Despite all the crap that the people had to put up with, BluePsychic is still listed in the credits. Why?"
if he doesn't want the credit, why not just take it out
i personally asked to not be credited for the creation of rayman and it was granted, so why not due the same for him

Well at the time he was still a member of the team and was really just being angsty and wanting sympathy. Obviously now it's a different matter.

Fccuk you blue physiccic you suck a Ball suck a duck you a LAME ppbbbpbpbtbpbptbpbth

hey luke what's up